Standing atop the stage at MGM, adorned in glorified burlap with the soaring strings of John Williams ringing out the Star Wars cause behind me; I choose children to come and join the Force, become a Jedi. Eager and almost frothing at the mouth they clamor and jump up and down; pleading for me to choose them, one of only 15 per show. As the chosen gather their robes and ready themselves for training, a wheelchair silently rolls on stage unnoticed by the excited chatter of the others. Wheels secured a father helps a determined child to his feet from the confines of his prison. Face deformed and bloated from his illness, he struggles on crippled legs to move to a place among the others. A hat, one size too big, does not cover the shaved area of his head from a recent surgery. I begin the show saying my lines but my head and heart are tied to this young one. Light sabers are handed out and the rest of the children twirl and maneuver it as a smile comes over their faces imagining them cutting down the dark side with slashing blows of justice. But off to the side, with knarled hands another grips his as best he can, tottering on legs withered from lack of use. The class moves on and I move in and out of the students spouting lines but with each look to this young boy my thoughts race home to my daughter of 4. My daughter who stands with strong legs and moves with a healthy body.
Nearing the end of the show now I turn and see this boy, willing himself to stand as all the others, and a thought comes that strikes me through and brings me to a stop in front of a crowd. “One day you will run. One day you will run into His arms”
Think of it. Jesus looks on this boy with all the pride in the world. He does not see his brokenness. What He sees is beauty. Absolute beauty. A heart free as a bird in a prison of sickness.
He knows the moment, the precise moment when this little one will draw his last, labored breath and He will be waiting, like a lover longing for reunion, at the front door of heaven.
And my little Jedi will run to Him.
Brian